Februari.....

Sekarang dah masuk bulan februari dan yang menyedihkan ialah masaalah kewangan dan hutang belum lagi selesai.....ingatkan bulan januari dapat settle tapi tak tercapai.....inilah yang dikatakan perasan manusia tak sama dengan kehendak Tuhan.....

Walau bagaimanapun aku masih menpunyai keyakinan bahawa aku dapat menyelesaikan masaalah ku, cuma masa yang jadi penentunya.....sekian hari the financial problem become more critical cos overdues are piling and only God`s know the way i felt...keep telling myself to be strong and positive and solutions are on the ways.I know that i need to be strong and pray hard.Now I really know that in life you need a strong mental strength and be resilience and this is Allah`s test on your iman to see how strong are you......menguji tahap keimaman dan ketauhidan kepadaNya.

To me what is happening now and the experience that im going thru is a real life challenges that will shape my future course in life am sure when all this is over i will be wiser and more mature......Life greatest lesson is you need KNOWLEDGE in order to live and enjoy God given beauty....The World.

Januari......2011

Hari ini dah masuk minggu ketiga bagi bulan januari, kerisauan dan penyelesaian belum lagi pergi kerana masaalah hutang belum lagi selesai.........di jangka bolih settle bulan disember tetapi tak sempat dan kemungkinan bulan januari ini pun tak menentu lagi.

Ini lah yang di kata kan perasan manusia tak sama dengan kehendak tuhan...........jadi kita orang islam mesti tauhid dan berdoa di atas apa yang berlaku keatas diri kita.........inilah senjata orang islam dan perlu percaya bahawa semua nya ini ada hikmatnya dan Dia sajalah yang mengetauhai nya.

As saying goes...."follow your heart cos the heart never lie" deep inside me i really believe that i can settle my debts.....insyallah. My wish this year is to clear all my debts and start my life without it and fully concentrate on my next plan ......that is to trade forex......and handover my business to my sons.

I been in business for more than 25 yrs. and what i really learned so far is that you need a STRONG MENTAL strength in order to survive in this business world and others qualities such as resilience, perseverance and on top of that you must be a person of high integrity, be honest and hard working and focus to you goal.....what im going thru now is that i loss my focus and going thru hell now and doing every possible actions to stay afloat.......I had sold my lands, shoplot, unit trusts, cars just to stay afloat and yet im still struggling to clear of my debts........its really painful and the agony is beyond words. The other thing that I realised if you want to be a businessman then you need and is a MUST to have a business knowledge of your business venture......likewise in life you must has KNOWLEDGE in order to live your life in this world only then you will have a meaningful life......Life full of knowledge.......and seek knowledge until your dying day.

To conclude for the day....."Hanya ilmu sajalah dapat menjamin kehidupan kita di dunia dan akirat".

Renunangan Di Pagi Jumaat.....

Pagi jumaat seperti biasa routine nya sama saja kerana ianya hari cuti bagi mereka di pantai timur.......jadi kebiasaan nya saya ke kedai Pak Mat stesen bas Chukai for breakfast....nasi lemak atau nasi minyak dan teh tarik.Kedai ini menyediakan makanan ini hampir lebih dari 30 tahun dan sekarang anaknya menguruskan kedai itu.........Pak Mat dah bersara setelah kematian isterinya .

Sudah menjadi habit saya semasa breakfast saya membaca The Star, daily routine every morning during breakfast.......update on the current issues locally and internationally and to improve my english....of course you do needs to continually read others reading materials in order to improve your command of the language and at the same time increases your general knowledge

This morning as I browse the net I found a nice posting and i wish to share and for us to tinker about it.....here it goes.

First, I was dying to finish my high school and start college

And then I was dying to finish college and start working

Then I was dying to marry and have children

And then I dying for my children to grow old enough

so I could go back to work.

But then I was dying to retire

and now I was dying................

And suddenly I realized

I forgot to live.

Please dont let this happen to you

Appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day...............old friend.

To make money we lose our health,

and then to restore our health

we lose our money...................

We live as if we are never to die,

and we die as if we never lived..........

For us to reflect and ponder to where we are heading...........

Welcome 2011.....Bismillah.

Thanks to Al-mighty Allah that my families and me entering the year 2011 in good health and wishing for His blessing in months and years ahead.......syukur Alhamdulilah.

So to begin the year I wish to remind myself of a saying .......an old saying that will be my guiding light in moving forward in life.

Quote 1: " Bila diri tahu, Allah akan tahu, dan bila Allah tahu manusia akan tahu."

quote 2: " Perasan manusia tak sama dengan kehendak Allah."

The above quotation are really powerful and deep with meaning and if analyse deeply we will become a good muslim.......insyallah.

Masa berlalu....setengah tahun 2009.

Half a year of 2009 had passed n time seem moving too fast when u think of it but in actual fact it is not.......only the feeling.Within the time period of 6 months of my life i wish to thank Allah because im blessed with inner peace n contentment n no untoward incident happened to me n my family....once again im thankful to Almighty Allah(SWT) . In life when we surrender to Allah`s will then our life be peaceful...... and u really need to believe in it....taqwa.

Perasan hati.....

Sejak kebelakangan ni perasan saya seperti tidak menentu, adakala nya sepi, rasa kekosongan,kadang kadang rasa biasa je seperti tak ada apa apa,entah susah bagi saya nak describe perasan yang sebenar........saya sendiri pun tak tahu.
Keadaan ni berlaku kerana salah satu faktor penting kerana keadaan dan scenario perniagaan yang tak begitu mengalakkan......tambahan pulak dengan hutang yang perlu di jelaskan.Present business situation really needs a lots of cash and on top of that competition is stiff and percentage of margin is small,so need big sale volume.The challenges is really great n needs a serious attention.Steps are taken to overcome the problems and hopefully in a months time the situation change for the better,insyallah.
Alhamdullilah that i have no family problem so i can really concentrate on business problems n really believe that soon the problem will be over n back to normal.
At the moment also thinking of surrending the business to my sons n plan toward that is in progress and hopefully both of them can carry on the business to a new level n successful.

Ending of 2008

In the month of november 2008, very important event taking placed in my life.....on the 7th.of nov.2008........since that day until today i am a totally a different person personally. My life is stable n emotionally more secure am very happy with my life.....never feel like this before.....feeling reborn and looking forward to the future with more confidence n belief that things happen for a reason......and happened with the blessing of Allah.Its a miracle and ketentuan Allah has his blessing and ada hikmahnya.Aku merasa sungguh bersyukur diatas segala-segalanya...........syukur alhamdulilah dan segala puji untukMu ya Allah.