Maulidur rasul tahun ini jatuh pada hari khamis,jadi bagi org terengganu dapat cuti panjang(3 hari).For me is the time to take a reflection of my life....the past and the future.Sebagai seorang islam kita dituntut menjadi seorang islam yang baik,patuh kepada ajaran ugama dan tindak tanduk mesti mencerminkan keislaman iaitu cantik,indah, bersih dan lain lain yang di tuntut dalam islam.
So for me,it is important to seriously review the past as to proceed and face the future which is so challenging in view of the rapidly changing world.As a person who has past 55 yrs of age,the future seem so uncertain if we are not adequately prepare ourselve with worldly and spiritual knowledge.At time i feel hopeless,confuse,angry at oneself of some of the decision that were made,feeling lonely and yearn for love from someone who can understand the frustration that im going through.Well, the world is not suppose to be a lonely place and yet you are lonely and this a biggest challenge im facing.......strange to some people this is what im facing now.When i told some friends that im lonely they laugh at me considering that i have everything the family could ask for......happy family,kids are good,and enjoying a middle class lifestyle....but the fact remain im lonely and looking deep into myself for answer.
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